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[01 Oct 2004|12:35pm] |
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So the reading for school is catching up with me. I have an exam on Monday as well as a paper due for my film class. Have another bi-weekly paper due for Health and an exam in History given whenever the hell the professor feels like giving it. Luckily though a girl in GLABA had this course last semester and shes gonna give me her old exams....if she can find them that is.
I'm really enjoying this club. Yesterday was our first meeting. It was to decide what we want to get accomplished thsi semester. So far we will be screening Farenheit 9/11 for the entire school this coming Thursday. Plus every other Thursday will be movie days. Just for the club, except for when we show the Fox documentary. Also sometime next week we will be setting up a table in the main hallway where we will be giving out condoms and pamphlets plus fliers for the movie screening. On Thanksgiving and Christmas we will be doing charity work, either for meals on wheels or just going to a homeless shelter and serving the people. We will also be doing a toy and food drive for Christmas. We also need to make people more aware of the club so when we do the charity work we want to get an article in the school newspaper. AANNNNNNDDD we are going to have a speaker come to the school. Her title is "The Educated Slut". hehe
So far I'm really liking this whole being social thing.
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[29 Sep 2004|06:46pm] |
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I am going to now make my journal friends only since certain people want to come on my journal andstart acting retarded.
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[28 Sep 2004|06:24pm] |
You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of a sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff, that idea of home is gone. You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day,and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't exist. I mean it's like this right of passage, you know. You won't have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for your kids, for the family you start. It's like a cycle or something. I miss the idea of it. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people who miss the same imaginary place.
-Zach Braff in "Garden State"
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[28 Sep 2004|05:53pm] |
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So how should one react to his/her mother saying that she wants to die?
Anyone have an answer?
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[28 Sep 2004|05:38pm] |
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[28 Sep 2004|04:32pm] |
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Ah yes so i joined the gay, lesbian, and bisexual club at school.
Its such an odd but great feeling to speak to people who have had the same experiences as you and understand you on a different level then some people.
Plus they were all so so so so friendly and open with us. (Maria and I)
They do all sorts of stuff like plan trips and parties, and movie nights.
We had a table set up yesterday in the main hallway in school. Handed out pamphlets and signed new people up for the club. We were the loudest there because we were just laughing and joking. I had an awesome time. : )
I've realized that I need to be more social so this is a great step.
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[21 Sep 2004|06:08pm] |
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I'm at school right now.
Just finished writing up my health paper.
We could choose anything we want so I chose to do it on body image. Particularly on hispanic women and how the media influences it.
We really are taught that the ideal beauty is to be white, thin, have straight hair, large breasts, and flat asses.
I have non of these....except for my skin color. My body type is very hispanic. Unfortunatly I am one of the women in this country who has been fooled into thinking that my body is not good enough. What I have noticed though that it's not really the media that influences are thinking, it's the mens reactions to these women in the media. We aspire to be like these women which are boyfriends think are so attractive. This is what made me be stupid enough to buy a push up bra.
I hate it.
I hate getting that attention from men and knowing that its all fake.
Like the man sitting across from me right now. He doesnt realize that what hes staring at right now is just padding.
I am a fool.
I am a fool for letting these women, and mens reactions to these women put me in this mental state.
This is my body.....I have an ass, hips, and medium size breasts.
This is who I am. If anyone is not happy with the way I look or wishes I was something else then they can just fuck off.
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[19 Sep 2004|01:15pm] |
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Some one give me a job!!
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[16 Sep 2004|05:12pm] |
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So school has started and so far so good.
I like all of my professors.
I have to do a paper on "The man who wasn't there".
A beautifully shot film, wonderful acting, but one of those "What the fuck?!?!" kinda endings....
I also need to read one short story plus get started on reading "A Case of Witchcraft" for History.
I also need to read 3 chapters for health class, and 3 chapters for my t.v. production class.
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As for relationships.....Miguel and I have passed 8 months and all is well.
He's still my Italian Stallion/Latin lover....heh.
He just got an internship with MTV University. I'm so happy for him.
Things are going real well.... : )
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Birthdays are coming up people!!!!
My 22nd birthday on Oct 9th and Miguels 23rd birthday on Oct 26th.
Damn we're getting old. heh
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Some pretty fucked up shit went down yesterday at Best Buy.
I hope everything turns out well for Julio.....
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Thats the update for now.....
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[09 Sep 2004|03:42pm] |
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So today was the first day of classes.
So far so good.
I like my Health teacher....he seems cool.
Math teacher seems ok also.
I saw a bunch of people I knew.
Yelena if you remember pothead Mike....I saw him. hahahaha
Saw one of the girls I had my summer classes with.
Saw Chris and Katherin from work, well not anymore but u know.
And for Miguel who is wondering I'm sure, yes I saw Jon.
Best of all I had Maria with me.
Monday is our first class together. woo hoo!
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[06 Sep 2004|04:16pm] |
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yeah ok so work sucks my ass really fucken hard but i got this little irving plaza/clear channel thing on the side so thats not bad.
i start school on thursday so im nervous as fuck.
relationship good.....
friendships good.....
eh.....
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[24 Aug 2004|05:34pm] |
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I'm never going to find another fucking job....everytime I get a little something my fucking schedule stands in the way.....fuck man....
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[24 Aug 2004|11:25am] |
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So I did it....I finally did it.....
After all these years of fucking up in school I have finally gotten myself into college.
I'm at school right now in the library. I registered today and got all of the classes I wanted at all of the times I wanted.
I will be taking Intro to T.V. Production, Film: The Creative Medium, History of Witchcraft, and the basic math and health class that all freshmen are required to take.
Oh I am soooooooooo soooooo happy.
I also got my bill cleared and got my I.D.
I don't look so bad in it actually....heh : )
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[12 Aug 2004|12:50am] |
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You can't tell in this picture....but my face at the time was covered in a thick coat of fine powdered sugar.
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[11 Aug 2004|04:38pm] |
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I get very scared when it stormslike this....being home alone and bored sucks.
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[11 Aug 2004|01:12pm] |
So I was just thinking that it wuld be better till I find out my school schedule to look for another job as opposed to keep looking for one right now. It's a better idea I think because I make my work schedule around my school schedule since it can't be the other way around.......
DUH!!
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[11 Aug 2004|12:41pm] |
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It's so so weird.....I'm watching an episode of "Full House" right now where Urkel is in it. He's playing the cousin of one of D.J.s' friends.
Now....if anyone remembers the show "Perfect Strangers" it had on Harriet, the mother in family matters. They started concentrating more on her family and then it spun off "Family Matters".
And then Urkel does an appearance on "Full House".....
So it's like all three shows, "Perfect Strangers", "Family Matters" and "Full House", are all connected....weird.
Guess I'm still a nerd. heh
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[11 Aug 2004|01:03am] |
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So my babys gonna be leaving me.
He will most liekly be going to the 86th and lexington store.
If he makes more money then it's definatly worth it. If not....then yeah of course not.
This means I won't be able to see him as much, but it is whats better for him and thats what matters the most.
Then there is school....both of us will have class during the day and work at night. We'll have to work harder at seeing each other but of course it'll be worth it cause he's my bebe.....
: )
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